love the dharma…not the box it comes in

i totally understand why someone would retreat to a cave in a mountain for their enlightenment. i used to believe that ‘what’s the point of understanding the dharma if you’re not living it out loud in your own life?’….i’m officially over that point of view.

wanted: one small cave with indoor plumbing, view of the water, wireless and netflix required. sub-let will work as i’m unclear how long i can really last without sushi and the cute boy i made out with in boston last weekend.

urban zen girl has left the zendo…please send incense and chant the heart sutra for her…she’s lost her way. i know this crisis of faith will pass. it probably isn’t even about faith. i think it’s more about feeling like a fool…so in my best wisdom-esque language let it be said:

‘i’ve been such a fool…’